Sorry everyone, I have a long time didn’t touch my blog. There are some personal reasons why I don’t want to update it. Now the problem is solved, I can resume back blogging. Now I have a very very big huge problem. That is I can’t cope with my school work and during exam I can’t concentrate well. Therefore, this time round I didn’t reach my target. This sec3 year is a very great challenge for me. Well, even thought I got tuition teacher and my favorite teacher – Mr Goh, I still didn’t do well enough for my E-maths paper. Worse, I fail it.

Now I have a new target for my next half of the year. First, I must arrange and plan my time well. Next, I need to understand and absorb all the things that the teachers teach. If anything don’t understand must ask immediately. Thirdly, I must achieve my goals and targets, don’t be a NATO.

Recently, it had been a tough time moving and throwing away my stuffs for my new furniture. The furniture is gorgeous and magnificent. Although the furniture in my house seems to occupy quite some space. I like its design and the hard work to buffer the wood.

The worse thing I have to do is to persuade my dad and grandma. My dad always uses excuse to pick on my mum to a quarrel. He is a irresponsible and selfish dad in the world, I ever seen. Except those who murder the whole family and some other stupid act on tv programmes.

After they send to my house, you guess what comments they gave to me both my grandma and father. My dad said that it is like a court table and my grandma said that it is like a paper house – they burn for the decease relative. WA LAO! I said, you all really don’t appreciate how this thing can work well with me. I have dream to have this 4years ago, when I was doing some window shopping with my mum at IMM. Looking through the window, I saw this wonderful bed with this kind of 2 level design.

Never mind, what their comments were will not affect my views towards this furniture. From this point onwards, I felt that my dad is the most horrible creature in the world. I can’t believe he can be so immature should I said that. For god sake, he can’t stop complaining the things in my room. First of all, the room is not his. Next, he has no right to complain when he didn’t give any money to buy that thing. This is guy is really a blinking idiot.

But always when all the dark clouds combine and block the sky, seldom there is some light can shine through. Same to the unhappy things happen to me, there is seldom some happy things will arise. It will become worse. It is true!

Dillon, my best friend, always he has a problem. I send a message to him and he didn’t reply means he don’t want to answer my questions. No matter how many messages and phone calls you made, he will not answer you. This is his greatest challenge to me, I don’t know, what kind of things happen to him, if he met some unhappy stuffs. I can assure this to everyone, he is the only one that show concern and care towards me, and I treat him as best friends. But I am not sure, in his mind is he treating me the same. But but, he is the one that save me out from a junkyard, I will be grateful to him. I always very respect him.

I will give my 100% support to him. But if he betray me, I will say 2 words to him. Go ahead. I will not get angry like someone else in my class for so long still don’t admit he had betray my trust. Do you know why? It is because, if Dillon is my best friend, he will always be, show care and concern towards you. If he is not, he will betray you. I will not get angry, once he had save me, what for I get angry with him. He can just left me there alone. He can just pretend to me that nothing had happen. But no, he show care and concern to me. Without him, maybe today I will not be writing this post. Without his support and encouragement he gave me during that particular one day. This whole life I will not forget and the message he send to me. I will not forget and I will cherish it maybe till I die.

Dillon from my view, I thinking please, next time I expect a reply when I send a sms to you or call you.

++ kokarmeng

nickname: monkeykorkor ,
Name: Ko Kar Meng (19)
Age: 15 years old
Date of Birth: March1 1993
Horoscope Sign: PIECES, of course.
class:3c
school:NTPS, BMSS.
colour:OSPREY
likes:IT stuff