Wednesday, March 12, 2008
The third day of the holiday and i just started doing my homework and doing some revision. A lot of A-maths problem i can't solve, therefore, need to ask Mr Goh. Lucky he still in training with us - volleyball. Our school is very lucky to have him as one of the coach in volleyball -Bukit Merah Secondary School. Having in this school is a hounour to our school and volleyball team as well.

But having a good teacher is one of the best thing in your life, but when you have problems, sometimes teachers are very difficult to talk to. Find a good friend to talk to is the best thing. A friend that will not betray you. I have met a lot of good friends like Dillon is one of them. Most of the time his name appear in my blog very often.

Talking about Dillon, yesterday i just met him when we were having a brifing of what we supposed to in 3.16. This is a meeting that marks the senior leaders passing the baton to the younger generation like us. Passing the baton is not an easy job. We must have trained juniors to carry out the job for the futher generation.

Go back to the point that i want to say about Dillon. I saw him and usually he will say hi to me and so on and forth. But yesterday is the first time i felt that i am disorentated in FD meeting/ events. "First time" i very emo yesterday. I told carmen that "oh no, i am now disorentated in FD." Then she replied "i know, i also feeling too."

Now we went back to help FD, no longer in Flint having training, but can't the friendship is still there, can't we be like in the past laughing at each other have fun with each other. Playing together in a group, chit-chatting with each other of problems. That sentence Ash said was right "this maybe the end of Flint 3 in this camp, so enjoy as fun as you can." This is the only sentence that left back to me last year. The last sentence i will never forget.

Dillon now i am hoping that you will get a chance to view my blog and read it what i said. No wants to leave Flint 3 as a dead batch, we must be lively, we must be the outstanding batch even though i am the youngest in there. But i still remember what you said "age is not an problem, the problem is your feelings & atittude towards other." One more sentence to end this post is what you said to me on June the 13 2007 you said this "Haha, we will always be best friend."

I tell you this sentence is the only only sentence that still deeply remember until this day. I hope or should i said i must make this sentence come true. As i feeling you treating me very coldly.

1860271798048069260 | KO KAR MENG | 7:15 AM

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++ kokarmeng

nickname: monkeykorkor ,
Name: Ko Kar Meng (19)
Age: 15 years old
Date of Birth: March1 1993
Horoscope Sign: PIECES, of course.
class:3c
school:NTPS, BMSS.
colour:OSPREY
likes:IT stuff

Daily Prayers:
1. I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST ALL THE NEGATIVE ACTIONS AND WORDS. THANK YOU FOR GOHONZON FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH GOOD BENEFITS IN THE PRESENCE.

2. FOR MY STUIDES IN 2008 & 2009 MUST BE THE BEST IN ORDER FOR ME TO SHOW THE POWER OF THE MYSTIC LAW- GOHONZON. I MUST GET TOP TEN IN POSITION IN MY CLASS LEVEL AND SCORE THE BEST FOR MYSELF.

3. DILLON NG YAN YANG MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME AND TREAT ME BETTER.

4. KAIYANG AND BUDI MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIENDS. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME.CALVIN CHONG CAN BE MY BEST FRIEND AND HE MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.

5. CALVIN CHEONG MUST NOT BE ANGRY WITH ME AND MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIED AND CONTINUE HIS JOURNEY OF HUMAN RELOLUTION.

6. DERRICK TING, JUN HONG AND OTHER FD STUDENTS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES AND START TO PRACTICE THE BUDDHISM. I MUST PULL THAT DERRICK TING & JUN HONG TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER IN THE FUTURE.

7. I MUST GO TO THE TRIP IN CAMBODIA FOR THE TRIP HELPING THE NEEDYS OR TRAINING TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER. LEARNING AND HELPING THE POOR, KNOWING THEIR PAIN.

8. TARGETING TO HAVE 10 POINTS AND BELOW [SINGLE DIGIT] FOR MY O’LEVELS IN 2009.

9. KELVIN WONG, DE YUAN, ZHI JIE, MS WEE, LIPING AND BUDI MUST COME OUT FOR OUR ACTIVITIES.

10. THERE MUST BE A SUM OF MONEY TO DO MY KOSEN-RUFU NO MATTER I EARN IT OR OTHER SOURCE OF INCOME.

11. MISUNDERSTANDING AND PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE WITH MY FRIENDS ALL WILL BE DELETED.

12. HOMEVISITING STUDENTS MUST BE ABLE TO COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.

13. THE FRIENDSHIP WITH MY NEW CLASSMATES NEXT YEAR MUSTN’T HAVE ANY COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS.

14. THE REPUTATION IN SOKA AND SCHOOL MUST BE VERY GOOD. NO COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS WITH MY PEERS AND OTHER PEOPLE.

15. TARGETING 19 FD STUDENTS IN MY FD MEETING & DISTRICT.

16. THIS YEAR ALL THE NON-ACTIVE FD MEMBERS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.

17. EVERYONE WILL BE STRUGGLING WITH OBSTACLES AND PROBLEMS AND OVERCOME THEM.

18. THERE WILL BE MORE POTENTIAL ICs COMING TO HELP FD.


- - - - HOPE ALL THIS WILL COME TRUE - - - -

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