• THE FIRST THING IS THAT, ONE OF MY FRIEND AND MY BEST FRIEND FOR A STUPID VOLLEYBALL THEY 2 QUARREL FOR JUST THAT BALL. ARE THEY VERY STUPUD IS IT!!!

• THE SECOND THING HAPPEN LAST WEEK WHEN I DIDN'T TURN UP FOR MY SOKA MORNING GONGYO AS THE NEXT DAY I HAVE TEST SO I WAS THINKING THAT I CAN SKIP FOR 1 WEEK. BUT SOMETHING BAD HAPPEN TO ME???


• IT WAS A SATURDAY AFTERNOON AND I WAS PLAYING IN JOSHUA'S HOUSE AND ASHRWIN CALLED ME SAY THAT TOMORROW THAT IS A TRAINING FOR THE FLINT BATCH 3 STUDENTS PERFORMANCE. I AM VERY HAPPY AS I CAN SEE MY BEST FRIEND, DILLON BUT ALL THIS THING THAT I HOPE TO HAVE ALL WERE DESTROY BY MY STUPID PLANNING.

----------I THOUGHT THAT TOMORROW I HAVE A CHINESE TEST SO I THOUGHT I NEED SOME MORE REST. (THE CHINA PUPILS JUST WENT BACK HOMETOWN AND I WAS MENTALLY VERY STRESS). THAT IS WHY I DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY TO GO FOR IT BUT I WAS TOTALLY WRONG. THAT DAY IF I WENT FOR THE MORNING GONGYO THAT WILL NOT BE SO MANY THINGS HAPPENING LIKE THIS FEW THINGS THAT YOU WILL BE READING.

1. FIRST IS WHEN I STEP OUT OF THE HOUSE I THOUGHT THEY WERE AT TSC HAVING THEIR TRAINING SO I WANTED TO GO FOR IT. BUT I WAS WRONG LUCKILY I CALLED THEM BEFORE I WENT TO TAKE A TRAIN TO TSC. JUST WHAT THEY SAID THAT TODAY'S TRAINING WAS CANCELLED AS THERE IS A YMD FORMATION DAY CUM GOHONZON GIVING CEREMONY HELD AT SENJIA. THIS YMD FORMATION DAY CUM GOHONZON GIVING CEREMONY I WAS ALSO TOLD BY MY IC BUT I SAID THAT I WANT TO GO BACK AND LOOK FOR MY FLINT FRIEND ESPICALLY MY BEST FRIEND BUT ALL THIS WERE ALL DRAINNED TO THE BIG SEA.
2. AFTER I CALLED THEM, IMMEDIATELY I SMS TO DILLON AND TOL HIM THAT THE TRAINING WAS CANCELLED AND WE NEEDED TO GO DOWN FOR THE YMD FORMATION DAY CUM GOHONZON GIVING CEREMONY TO GIVE SUPPORT TO THEM. AFTER THAT, HE CALLED ME AND ASK ME HOW TO GET THERE AND I WAS NOT SO FAMAILAR WITH THE PLACE AND I CANT ANSWERED HIM. BUT I SAID CAN TAKE..... TO SENJIA. DURING THE MEETING I CHANTED VERY HARD HOPE THAT NOTHING WILL STRIKE ON ME BUT IT WAS TOO LATE.
3. IMMEDIATELY AFTER THE MEETING I WENT TO LOOK FOR DILLON AND OTHER OF MY FRIEND AND CHAT WITH THEM I WANTED SOMEONE WHO CAN GIVE ME SOME ENLIGHTEMENT BUT IT WAS TOTALLY A TRAGIC. I WENT THERE I SAW DILLON AND WENT IN FRONT TO SAY A HI I ALSO SAW ZHENG JIE ONE OF MY EX GROUP MEMBERS DURING THE TRAINING. I WANTED TO CHAT WITH DILLON BUT HE LIKE WANT TO GET RID OF ME AND DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME (I DON'T KNOW IS THIS MY MIND SENSITIVE OR OTHER THINGS....) A FEW MINUTES LATER THEY WENT OFF BEFORE THAT THEY WERE AT THE BOOKSHOP BUYING SOME CDS FOR THE FD ANNIVERSARY.
4. THEN I SAW MY IC UPSTAIRS AND I ASK HIM WANT TO GO HOME AS I AM VERY TIRED AND I DO NOT WANT TO THING SOMEMORE IN THIS PLACE. AND THEN WE WENT HOME TOGETHER, BUT I HAVE A BIRTHDAY PARTY THAT DAY AS IT IS TAN LI PING'S BIRTHDAY AND I AM THE 1 WHO NEED TO GET THE CAKE FOR HER. THAT DAY I WAS TAKING A BUS BACK FROM UPPER BUKIT TIMAH, I SMS TO DILLON AND ASK WHETHER HE IS ANGRY WITH ME AS HE DOES NOT WANT TO TALK TO ME. AND HE REPLY THIS THE FOLLOWING
5. "HAHA GOTMEH! NO LAR."
6. AFTER I SAW THIS MESSAGE I AM VERY HAPPY DO YOU KNOW WHY? I BEG WITH GOHONZON SAYING THAT IF DILLON REPLIED MY SMS THAT DAY HE IS NOT ANGRY WITH ME AND HE WILL BE MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER.
7. THIS IS THE WOREST LIGHTING HAD STRIKE ME AND AM VERY UPSET FOR A FEW DAYS EVERYDAY CHANTING VERY HARD FOR IT TO RECOVER .

AND THIS IS MY PRAYERS IN MIND

• DILLON CAN U PLEASE GO BACK TO THE ORGINAL YOU AS YOU ARE IN THE FLINT PROGRAMME.

Labels: A GREAT FALL

++ kokarmeng

nickname: monkeykorkor ,
Name: Ko Kar Meng (19)
Age: 15 years old
Date of Birth: March1 1993
Horoscope Sign: PIECES, of course.
class:3c
school:NTPS, BMSS.
colour:OSPREY
likes:IT stuff