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Monday, August 6, 2007
THIS FEW DAYS NO MATTER IN GAKKAI OR IN SCHOOL IS VERY STRESSFUL. IN GAKKAI, DILLON LIKE DO NOT WANT TO BE FRIEND WITH ME . IN SCHOOL, ALL MY FRIENDS LIKE MY ENEMY AND NO ONE IS TRUSTED IN THE CLASS. EVEN THE CLASS IS VERY NOISY THE TEACHER ALSO GOLDEN HAND WASH DO NOT WANT TO SHOUT ANYMORE, I ALSO VERY TIRED OF THEM. I ALWAYS TOLD ONE OF MY BEST FRIEND, JUSTIN, SAID THAT I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE ON. I WANT TO SAY SOMETHING VERY STUPID. SOMETIMES I JUST THINK THAT GOHONZON (THAT IS WAHT WE CHANT TO). IT LIKE IS NOT HELPING ME CAUSING ME A LOT OF TROUBLES AND GIVE ME A LOT OF STRESS ALSO. BUT I KNOW I DID SOMETHING WRONG IS THAT I CHEAT SOMEONE LAST WEEK ABOUT ASKING PEOPLE GO AND LISTEN TO UNCLE CK'S MEETING. EVEN THOUGHT, I CHANT A LOT BUT I STIL GOT A LOT OF TROUBLES AND DIFFICULITIES. I KNOW THIS IS MY LIFE. MY LIFE IS A HARD ONE NO BODY CAN BE HARDER AND STRESSFUL THEN ME. MY PRAYERS ARE: DILLON PLEASE DO NOT ANGRY WITH ME, I AM VERY TIRED AND DEPRESSED NOW PLEASE HELP ME NOW ONLY YOU CAN HELP ME. MY LAST PRAYER IS I JUST WANT TO GET WHATEVER I WANT IN MY REST OF THE LIFE. Labels: DEPRESSED
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++ kokarmeng nickname: monkeykorkor , 1. I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST ALL THE NEGATIVE ACTIONS AND WORDS. THANK YOU FOR GOHONZON FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH GOOD BENEFITS IN THE PRESENCE. 2. FOR MY STUIDES IN 2008 & 2009 MUST BE THE BEST IN ORDER FOR ME TO SHOW THE POWER OF THE MYSTIC LAW- GOHONZON. I MUST GET TOP TEN IN POSITION IN MY CLASS LEVEL AND SCORE THE BEST FOR MYSELF. 3. DILLON NG YAN YANG MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME AND TREAT ME BETTER. 4. KAIYANG AND BUDI MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIENDS. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME.CALVIN CHONG CAN BE MY BEST FRIEND AND HE MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES. 5. CALVIN CHEONG MUST NOT BE ANGRY WITH ME AND MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIED AND CONTINUE HIS JOURNEY OF HUMAN RELOLUTION. 6. DERRICK TING, JUN HONG AND OTHER FD STUDENTS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES AND START TO PRACTICE THE BUDDHISM. I MUST PULL THAT DERRICK TING & JUN HONG TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER IN THE FUTURE. 7. I MUST GO TO THE TRIP IN CAMBODIA FOR THE TRIP HELPING THE NEEDYS OR TRAINING TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER. LEARNING AND HELPING THE POOR, KNOWING THEIR PAIN. 8. TARGETING TO HAVE 10 POINTS AND BELOW [SINGLE DIGIT] FOR MY O’LEVELS IN 2009. 9. KELVIN WONG, DE YUAN, ZHI JIE, MS WEE, LIPING AND BUDI MUST COME OUT FOR OUR ACTIVITIES. 10. THERE MUST BE A SUM OF MONEY TO DO MY KOSEN-RUFU NO MATTER I EARN IT OR OTHER SOURCE OF INCOME. 11. MISUNDERSTANDING AND PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE WITH MY FRIENDS ALL WILL BE DELETED. 12. HOMEVISITING STUDENTS MUST BE ABLE TO COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES. 13. THE FRIENDSHIP WITH MY NEW CLASSMATES NEXT YEAR MUSTN’T HAVE ANY COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS. 14. THE REPUTATION IN SOKA AND SCHOOL MUST BE VERY GOOD. NO COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS WITH MY PEERS AND OTHER PEOPLE. 15. TARGETING 19 FD STUDENTS IN MY FD MEETING & DISTRICT. 16. THIS YEAR ALL THE NON-ACTIVE FD MEMBERS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES. 17. EVERYONE WILL BE STRUGGLING WITH OBSTACLES AND PROBLEMS AND OVERCOME THEM. 18. THERE WILL BE MORE POTENTIAL ICs COMING TO HELP FD. - - - - HOPE ALL THIS WILL COME TRUE - - - - ++ the old files ++2007-07-08++2007-07-22++2007-07-29++2007-08-05++2007-08-12++2007-08-19++2007-09-02++2007-09-09++2007-10-14++2007-11-11++2007-11-25++2007-12-02++2007-12-09++2007-12-23++2007-12-30++2008-01-06++2008-01-13++2008-02-03++2008-02-10++2008-02-17++2008-02-24++2008-03-02++2008-03-09++2008-03-16++2008-03-23++2008-05-25++2008-06-01++2008-06-22++2008-06-29++2008-07-06++2008-07-13++2008-07-20++2008-08-03++2008-08-17++2008-08-24++2008-08-31 ++ network neighborhood chocbanana[trixieandtheresa]++ supports ++ display "w4rnawarni : the computer (ADFree)" designed by : w4rnawarni @ blogskins - do not remove this part! |