IN THIS WORLD IS VERY STRESSFUL, EVERYTHING YOU DO PEOPLE WILL KNOW WHAT ARE YOU DOING. IF YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG PEOPLE SURELY WILL SAY YOU SOMETIMES EVEN DO NOT WANT TO TALK YOU ANYMORE. BUT IF YOU DID SOMETHING THAT IS USEFUL OR CORRECT, PEOPLE WILL NOT THANK YOU OR SAY SOMETHING GOOD. THEY WILL JUST KEEP QUITE AND SOMETIMES EVEN JEALOUS OF YOU.
THIS WORLD IS NOTHING TO LET ME LEAVE ON. I CAN ONLY RESTRICT THIS KIND OF STRESS. IF THE STRESS LEVEL IS HIGHER, I CAN TELL YOU I WILL NOT LIVE ON.
THERE IS ANOTHER KIND OF STRESS THERE IS WHEN YOUR FRIENDS DO NOT WANT YOU OR DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU. YOU WILL FEEL VERY LONLEY AND LIKE THE WORLD HAS FALLEN DOWN AND HIT YOU.
I JUST HOPE THAT ALL MY BEST FRIENDS WILL NOT TREAT ME LIKE THAT.
KO KAR MENG
14/07/2007
Labels: FRIENDSHIP
HAVING A BEST FRIEND TO TALK TO IS BETTER THEN NO BODY TO TALK TO. AFTER YOU HAVE SPEAK ALL THE TROUBLES AND DIFFICLUTIES TO YOUR BEST FRIEND. YOU WILL SAY THAT LIVE IS MEANINGFUL YOU WILL CONTINUE TO LIVE ON.
I REALLY NOW HOPE THAT SOMEONE I CAN TALK TO EVEN I GOT 4VERY BEST FRIEND BUT ALL OF THEM HAVE THINGS TO DO. I AM VERY SAD I HELP PEOPLE BUT PEOPLE DO NOT HELP ME.
Labels: FRIENDSHIP
KO KAR MENG
13/07/2007
Labels: SMS
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
SO THE PERSON I WANT TO BE FRIEND WITH PLEASE READ THIS (I DO NOT WANT TO PUT YOUR NAME HERE), I WANT TO HELP YOU, I DO NOT WANT YOU TO BE IN THAT GROUP OF FRIENDS.
PLEASE WHEN YOU ARE FREE, YOU USE A A4 SIZE PAPER AND YOU WRITE DOWN. FROM YOUR PRIMARY SCHOOL WHAT IS YOUR LIFE AND HOW IS YOUR FRIENDS!!! IS IT MANY? ARE THEY REALLY YOUR GOOD FRIENDS? DID THEY TEACH YOU THE WRONG THINGS? DID THEY HAVE YOU SOLVE YOUR PROBLEMS WHEN YOU ARE FACING DIFFICUTIES? YOU ASK YOURSELF THIS QUESTION AND YOU DECIDE ON WHETHER YOUR GROUP OF FRIENDS HELP YOU OR MAKE YOU INTO TROUBLE???
NOW YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE YOU ALSO THINK BUT THIS TIME DIFFERENT!!! YOU ASK YOURSELF: WHEN DOING GROUP WORK DOES EVERYBODY WANTS YOU TO HELP OR BE 1 OF THE GROUP MEMEBERS? DID ANYONE ASKED YOU BEFORE? WHEN YOU WANT TO COPY WORK DID THEY LEND TO YOU? ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR RESULTS? DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE STREAMING THIS YEAR? IF YOU HAVE A BAD RESULTS THIS YEAR DO YOU KNOW WHICH COMPANY WILL HIRED YOU?
MAKING A FRIEND MUST THINK OF ALL THIS CONSEQUENCES AND BENEFITS. I MUST TELL YOU 1 MORE THINK I AM SO SORRY THAT I SHOULD PULL YOU OUT FROM THIS HOLE EARLIER AND DOES NOT MAKE YOUR LIFE SO MISERABLE!!!
I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR BEST FRIEND ANYTIME I KNOW YOU LIKE TO PLAY PSP. I CAN DON'T WANT THAT AND BECOME YOUR BEST FRIEND. I JUST WANT YOU TO GET OUT OF THAT GROUP OF FRIENDS AND BE A NORMAL PERSON. THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO SAY. I GIVE YOU THE CHOICE MUST CHOOSE THE CORRECT 1 I AM GIVING YOU A CHANCE!!!
THIS ARE ALL REAL NOT A PRANK OR JUST AT THE SURFACE OF MY HEARTS. IT IS THE WORDS THAT COME DEEP IN THE HEART.
KAR MENG 10/07/07
Labels: CONTINUE THE STORY
Monday, July 9, 2007
ASKING A NORMAL PERSON (THAT DON'T ALWAYS TALK TO ME) AND HE HAD JOINED A BAD GROUP DURING HIS SECONDARY 1 TIME AND NOW I AM HELPING HIM TO GET RID OF THAT GROUP. IS IT TOO DIFFICULT OR AM I BUSYBODY CARRING OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS? BUT MAYBE PEOPLE WILL BE SAYING ALL THIS THINGS PLEASE GIVE ME SOME COMMENTS OR SUGGESTIONS ON HOW CAN I SLOVE THIS PROBLEM!!! I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO HELP HIM GET RID FROM THIS THIS GROUP OF BAD FRIENDS EVEN I BET MY LIFE DOWN FOR IT!!! I REALLY REAL
Labels: ASKING A PERSON TO BE YOUR BEST FRIEND
THIS IS A PICTURE TAKEN WITH THE TOUR GUIDE DURING MY CHINA EXCHANGE PROGRAMME.
AFTER THIS TIME 070707 CONCERT THAT HAPPENS YESTERDAY I FOUND OUT THAT IN THIS WORLD THERE HAVE ANOTHER PERSON WHO IS CONCERN ABOUT THIS 2 WORDS ON FRIENDSHIP. AND HIS SITUATION IS ALMOST SAME AS ME SOMETIMES HE IS EVEN WORSE THEN ME. IN THIS CONCERT I ALSO LEARN WHAT IS THE TRUE MEANING OF TEAMWORK. TEAMWORK NOT ONLY WE NEED TO COOPREATE WITH EACH OTHER BUT WE ALSO NEED TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE WHEN THEY ARE IN DIFFICLUTIES.
DILLON TOO BAD YOU ARE NOT IN MY SCHOOL OR I AM NOT IN YOUR SCHOOL. YOU ARE THE PERSON WHICH YOU HELP PEOPLE BUT SOMTIMES DON'T HELP YOU. I VERY GLAD THAT IN THIS FLINT TRAINING I CAN KNOW YOU PLUS YOU ARE REALLY MY BEST FRIEND AND WE WILL ALWAYS BE EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES I AM QUITE IRRATATING. AS I SAY AFTER THAT DAY I SHARE WITH YOU MY RUBBISH WHEN WE WERE WAITING FOR THE MOVIE TO START. AFTER THAT DAY MY DAY WAS BRIGHTEN BY YOU.
JUSTIN I HOPE THAT NOT ONLY YOUR REALLY BEST FRIEND CAN ACCEPT YOUR APOLOGISED AND ACCEPT ME AS 1 OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS. I FOUND SOMETHING THAT I HAVE BEEN FINDING FOR SO MANY YEARS AFTER I LEFT PRIMARY SCHOOL.
I THINK TO MY OPINION I AM VERY HAPPY THAT I CAN KNOW THIS 2 FRIENDS IN THIS FLINT TRAINING AND SINGAPORE SOKA ASSOCIATION. I AM VERY HAPPY THAT LAST TIME. JUSTIN I WILL REMEMBER THIS SENTENCE "SOMETIMES I SAID SOKA PEOPLE IS BETTER MY SCHOOL FRIENDS" THIS I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER. YOU'LL CAN SEE FROM HERE HOW SOKA CAN CHANGE A PERSON LIFE IF NOT THIS 2 FRIENDS I WILL BE AT THE RIVER STITS.
BY KAR MENG 08/07/07
++ kokarmeng
nickname: monkeykorkor ,
Name: Ko Kar Meng (19)
Age: 15 years old
Date of Birth: March1 1993
Horoscope Sign: PIECES, of course.
class:3c
school:NTPS, BMSS.
colour:OSPREY
likes:IT stuff
1. I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST ALL THE NEGATIVE ACTIONS AND WORDS. THANK YOU FOR GOHONZON FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH GOOD BENEFITS IN THE PRESENCE.
2. FOR MY STUIDES IN 2008 & 2009 MUST BE THE BEST IN ORDER FOR ME TO SHOW THE POWER OF THE MYSTIC LAW- GOHONZON. I MUST GET TOP TEN IN POSITION IN MY CLASS LEVEL AND SCORE THE BEST FOR MYSELF.
3. DILLON NG YAN YANG MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME AND TREAT ME BETTER.
4. KAIYANG AND BUDI MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIENDS. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME.CALVIN CHONG CAN BE MY BEST FRIEND AND HE MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.
5. CALVIN CHEONG MUST NOT BE ANGRY WITH ME AND MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIED AND CONTINUE HIS JOURNEY OF HUMAN RELOLUTION.
6. DERRICK TING, JUN HONG AND OTHER FD STUDENTS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES AND START TO PRACTICE THE BUDDHISM. I MUST PULL THAT DERRICK TING & JUN HONG TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER IN THE FUTURE.
7. I MUST GO TO THE TRIP IN CAMBODIA FOR THE TRIP HELPING THE NEEDYS OR TRAINING TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER. LEARNING AND HELPING THE POOR, KNOWING THEIR PAIN.
8. TARGETING TO HAVE 10 POINTS AND BELOW [SINGLE DIGIT] FOR MY O’LEVELS IN 2009.
9. KELVIN WONG, DE YUAN, ZHI JIE, MS WEE, LIPING AND BUDI MUST COME OUT FOR OUR ACTIVITIES.
10. THERE MUST BE A SUM OF MONEY TO DO MY KOSEN-RUFU NO MATTER I EARN IT OR OTHER SOURCE OF INCOME.
11. MISUNDERSTANDING AND PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE WITH MY FRIENDS ALL WILL BE DELETED.
12. HOMEVISITING STUDENTS MUST BE ABLE TO COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.
13. THE FRIENDSHIP WITH MY NEW CLASSMATES NEXT YEAR MUSTN’T HAVE ANY COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS.
14. THE REPUTATION IN SOKA AND SCHOOL MUST BE VERY GOOD. NO COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS WITH MY PEERS AND OTHER PEOPLE.
15. TARGETING 19 FD STUDENTS IN MY FD MEETING & DISTRICT.
16. THIS YEAR ALL THE NON-ACTIVE FD MEMBERS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.
17. EVERYONE WILL BE STRUGGLING WITH OBSTACLES AND PROBLEMS AND OVERCOME THEM.
18. THERE WILL BE MORE POTENTIAL ICs COMING TO HELP FD.
- - - - HOPE ALL THIS WILL COME TRUE - - - -
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