++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。
＊普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。 他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。 因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。 那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。
★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆
愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎
珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....
~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~
如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
~*~在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~*~
~*~都能夠忠誠眷屬~*~
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
不久之前当我赶上中学第一年时，那时我有很多朋友从不同的小学，在这群朋友当中有一位是我很要好的朋友。我们每次下课后都会一起回家，在课堂时我们会坐在一起。有一起老师想把我们分开，因为我们在课堂上吵吵闹闹印象其他同学读书把我们分开了。
第二天我们不听劝告又坐在一起了，我们的感情每天多在加深。他有困难时，我会毫不犹有的上前帮组他度过难关，伴他解决问题。
日子一天天的过去，我们的感情就越来越好，奇怪的是，我和班上的同学的距离变得越来越远了。我在心想是否有人在我背后捅我？从那天起我决定要找出真相。可是我没想到这个真相的幕后捅我的人就是我的好朋友。他为了要得到权利，在同学之间说我的坏话。而这些坏话都不是真的，是他自己编制出来的。
经过这个事情的真相然我知道有些好朋友是信得过的，有些是为了权利，地位和名誉而背叛自己的好朋友。所以我最想说的一句话就是“如果你有好朋友就要珍惜他，不要利用它而得到一所要的东西。最重要的是不要背叛你的好朋友！”
高嘉鸣3C
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.'
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.
The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.'
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. 'I'm glad you asked.
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
This whole week is a stressful week. Even thought, it is a stressful week but I got a lot of fun going through all this. This post I will be touching on friendship again. If you don’t like please bear with me.
每个人都有好朋友和坏朋友，可是一个人一定要珍惜你们周围的朋友，不只是这样，我们也要珍惜我们的家人。好朋友会陪旁你在你需要他的时候，可是坏朋友不会不要帮你还会在加盐加醋。所以每个人多应该要有一个平衡，不然很多事情多很难解决。本来我是要跟大家说每个人多要珍惜你前面的东西，不只是您的朋友和家人。您的东西可能您会认为它们是生外物，可是您有没有想过如果我们没有这些东西我们是那样惨。
Friday, July 25, 2008
Their carnival is big, they booked the whole CCAB for this event. They have a lot of games like Volleyball, Soccer, Hockey, Basketball and Table Tennis. So all the sports leaders were chosen to go help them up as referees.
They have modified volleyball using throw instead of surfing the ball. In addition the primary 3 & 4s are playing “baby ball” they just need to throw over when servicing and they can hold the ball for 3 seconds before throwing to the opponent’s court. The most idiot part is they have unlimited hits before hitting over. They cannot walk [trembling]. The most important thing part is they are playing using the badminton court and badminton height. The students are VS between houses. When I saw a teacher cheering for her team, she said the things as follow;
“Come on la! Just throw over, don’t lose hor! We must win, just throw anyhow!”
What kind of English is that. Talking to primary schools kids. This kind of teacher is ridiculous. But we have a great time playing with their coach, Mr Shan. He is a full time coach teaching volleyball in Radin Mas. He uses a lot of stuns like kicking and back spike. He also teach us how to set vertical up. He is a humorous guy. When a student pass-by him looking at something catchy without looking anywhere. Mr Shan put his hand out and said look where you going, otherwise I put a durian in front of you.
During the break, we went over to Mr Prata to have a quick bite with Annabelle, Joshua & Oon Loke. We had a very quick bite, once we have ordered our food, we got a call from Jian Hao saying that we need to be there for the prize ceremony. The worse thing is that, the food is coming very slow to us. So we had a hard time finishing the food.
After the prize ceremony, we went back to school for training & prefect investiture. While they having prefect investiture I went with Jian Hao for lunch. He had his lunch while I am doing my Trigonometry homework. At last finish a few questions, then on the way back to school, talking about AVA things with Amhala and Jia Jin. They want to join AVA. I am very glad! Finally my enrolment can raise. Then we had training, everyone that went for the Radin Mas finds it very difficult to cope with the training. AT last finish training Home Sweet Home.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
“I am going to give you’ll a class test.”
What is this? After a few periods then give you a class test, after a while give you a practice paper to do. What kind of education is the ministry giving to the students nowadays? A testing society, you must test so that the teachers know your strength and weakness or what? What kind of society is this?
Besides all this things sure there are good things happening. Recently just things settle with jian hao. Such as, I also don’t know how to say. But read the following will understand.
“Dillon and jian hao must always be my best friends. Furthermore, strengthening this friendship to become an unshakable by the 3 of us.”
Ya most of the time, I like to be this way. Going to play some games update next time whenever I don’t have a test.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
But I thought maybe he was just feeling high tide, so I didn’t take note of his situation and went on playing my CS. Until 9.30pm, I was curious that why that isn’t any blinking radio noise that will hear whenever he is around. I saw him lying down on the bed like a fat pig, while I went on doing my stuff.
I was rushing to have my breakfast before going out for my tuition lesson, I saw him doing his usual chores, from then I thought he was ok. Therefore, don’t care about him and went out.
When I came, I saw him lying on the bed sleeping. This time I found him very strange, he should be put by this time, it was 5.30pm. He is always out around 4.30pm. I think he is quite tired so I went back to my room and took an afternoon nap. Something big happen, my blinking father wanted to get some water, and accidentally he was feeling giddy and his body decided to let go him. He fell. Luckily he didn’t fell on his forehead; he just had a small cut on his knee.
By the time, he fell, my mum already came back home. Therefore, I no need to worry too much, all I have to do is to prepare some water for this blinking donkey. After I taken my dinner, I decide to take a short break after my long day yesterday (milk run).
Out of nowhere, this blinking idiot wake me up in my dreamland and I was shock seeing him lying in front of my door. I don’t know what was he up to? Very fortunately, my mum came back and told me that just leaving he there, let him suffer a little bit. I suggest to my mum to send this blinking idiot to the hospital otherwise the whole night we need to take care of him.
Finally after some persuasive, I called the ambulance, in no time, it reached and send this blinking idiot to the hospital. I spent almost the whole night in Alexandra Hospital waiting for his admission.
Now I have realized something after this incident, never fall sick. The medical bill is so expensive. For just a small bed it cost for 1 day is $95 provided this is the cheapest hospital in town. Is so expensive even you have the medisave to subside your bills.
Now he is waiting for further treatment and the doctors are suspecting he has blood in his blinking head. Maybe he needs to do operation before fully recovered.
Monday, July 7, 2008
i new this blonde she was so dumb that she:
she called me to get
my phone number.
she spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said 'concentrate.'
she tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order.
she sent me a fax with a stamp on it.
she tried to drown a fish.
she thought a quarterback was a refund.
she got locked in a grocery store and starved to death.
she tripped over a cordless phone.
she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.
she asked for a price check at the Dollar Store.
she studied for a blood test.
she thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats.
when she heard that 90% of all crimes occur around the home,
she moved.
when she missed the 44 bus, she took the 22 bus twice
instead.
when she took you to the airport and saw a sign that said
'Airport Left'
she turned around and went home
another picture
Our Group picture taken during M.I.L.K. Run dance
Sunday, July 6, 2008
When we were taking pictures for Ikeda sensei, I took with my new friends. I am very proud of Ikeda sensei, he makes the whole world change. As a student of him, I am very proud and grateful to him, that he spread this association throughout the whole world. I hope he will continue to have a strong and healthy life, to really make this whole world a peaceful world. In addition, I also hope that the next generation who is going to take on Ikeda sensei will be a even better and capable leader.
My dearest new friend, I wouldn’t forget you’ll hope to meet you’ll one day. And 1 more thing, I am telling everyone this, please if there is a chance for you to join this Soka Gakkai, please join! I Ko Kar Meng guarantee you this is a wonderful association.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby?
He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'.
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.
A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him!
Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again'.
Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied. Love is
Not 2 forget but 2 forgive,
Not 2 c but 2 understand,
Not 2 hear but 2 listen,
Not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'
Friday, July 4, 2008
I waited up at the control room for almost 10mins and he didn’t come up, so I went down to have a check on him. He was sitting down with Fabian and Guo Feng watching the girls playing volleyball. I walked away immediately when I saw that. This made my heart crack and I am very disappoint with him. I treat him as my best friend, and now he treat me just a normal friend. Karmeng you really an idiot, you really are. On the way back home, I message him on the bus. He replied me 1 thing that I hated the most.
“Everyone is my best friend mah!” I hated this.
Can you imagine your best friend telling you this kind of rubbish in message. He was lucky enough not telling in my face. Otherwise I will kill him. What kind of nousean he is trying to give me. ‘Everyone is my best friend.” Come on la!!!!
Monday, June 30, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
This time my goals are very simple. Firstly, must finish all the homework that the teacher gave, if got any doubts I will write it on a paper and I will have to ask the teacher. Next, pay the fullest attention in the class. Paying the fullest attention in the class will help you to absorb 70% of that topic while the other 30% is what you are going to study on your own. Lastly, revise everyday work and try to read a finish a book in a month.
Even thought you may see this task are very simple and easy to reach. But in the long term it is a tough job. I don’t want to disappoint my mum and my grandma, they have high hopes on me. My brother, who is now working with Royal Sporting House in Takashima, both my mum and grandma have given up hope on him. So I must not let them down.
No matter, how much I hated it, I still need to carry out. This is a duty of a Student. Next time, I will be updating more of my pictures in Cambodia and Macau. Preparing to go for my mass dance practice
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.
Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on
Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home
Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)
Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff
Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life
Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you
Friend: would delete this letter
Best friend: will send this back
to me and all of their online buddies
Friends Forever!
Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot..
So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say , I am here for you.
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget..
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Sorry everyone, I have a long time didn’t touch my blog. There are some personal reasons why I don’t want to update it. Now the problem is solved, I can resume back blogging. Now I have a very very big huge problem. That is I can’t cope with my school work and during exam I can’t concentrate well. Therefore, this time round I didn’t reach my target. This sec3 year is a very great challenge for me. Well, even thought I got tuition teacher and my favorite teacher – Mr Goh, I still didn’t do well enough for my E-maths paper. Worse, I fail it.
Now I have a new target for my next half of the year. First, I must arrange and plan my time well. Next, I need to understand and absorb all the things that the teachers teach. If anything don’t understand must ask immediately. Thirdly, I must achieve my goals and targets, don’t be a NATO.
Recently, it had been a tough time moving and throwing away my stuffs for my new furniture. The furniture is gorgeous and magnificent. Although the furniture in my house seems to occupy quite some space. I like its design and the hard work to buffer the wood.
The worse thing I have to do is to persuade my dad and grandma. My dad always uses excuse to pick on my mum to a quarrel. He is a irresponsible and selfish dad in the world, I ever seen. Except those who murder the whole family and some other stupid act on tv programmes.
After they send to my house, you guess what comments they gave to me both my grandma and father. My dad said that it is like a court table and my grandma said that it is like a paper house – they burn for the decease relative. WA LAO! I said, you all really don’t appreciate how this thing can work well with me. I have dream to have this 4years ago, when I was doing some window shopping with my mum at IMM. Looking through the window, I saw this wonderful bed with this kind of 2 level design.
Never mind, what their comments were will not affect my views towards this furniture. From this point onwards, I felt that my dad is the most horrible creature in the world. I can’t believe he can be so immature should I said that. For god sake, he can’t stop complaining the things in my room. First of all, the room is not his. Next, he has no right to complain when he didn’t give any money to buy that thing. This is guy is really a blinking idiot.
But always when all the dark clouds combine and block the sky, seldom there is some light can shine through. Same to the unhappy things happen to me, there is seldom some happy things will arise. It will become worse. It is true!
Dillon, my best friend, always he has a problem. I send a message to him and he didn’t reply means he don’t want to answer my questions. No matter how many messages and phone calls you made, he will not answer you. This is his greatest challenge to me, I don’t know, what kind of things happen to him, if he met some unhappy stuffs. I can assure this to everyone, he is the only one that show concern and care towards me, and I treat him as best friends. But I am not sure, in his mind is he treating me the same. But but, he is the one that save me out from a junkyard, I will be grateful to him. I always very respect him.
I will give my 100% support to him. But if he betray me, I will say 2 words to him. Go ahead. I will not get angry like someone else in my class for so long still don’t admit he had betray my trust. Do you know why? It is because, if Dillon is my best friend, he will always be, show care and concern towards you. If he is not, he will betray you. I will not get angry, once he had save me, what for I get angry with him. He can just left me there alone. He can just pretend to me that nothing had happen. But no, he show care and concern to me. Without him, maybe today I will not be writing this post. Without his support and encouragement he gave me during that particular one day. This whole life I will not forget and the message he send to me. I will not forget and I will cherish it maybe till I die.
Dillon from my view, I thinking please, next time I expect a reply when I send a sms to you or call you.
Friday, March 28, 2008
28 March 2008
Camp 2 OBS [Behind the boat shed]
A few hours before leaving this place – OBS. Now I like this place very much as this is another place I can find another group of friends can help each other.
This morning we wake up and went to brush our teeth and then pack the stuff in the store. Stocktaking it and went to buy souvenirs at the boat shed. They have many nice clothes design and books. But not enough money so didn’t buy. After that, we went to meet our instructor and she told us to draw a picture of what are you feeling now, and I drew this. A picture that is very ugly but to myself. I don’t know when I will put up. Maybe one day.
And I wrote a sentence at the bottom. ‘OBS JOURNEY YEH!!!’
Thursday, March 27, 2008
27 March 2008
Camp 2 OBS [Floating Pontoon] 10.38pm
Last night, we going to spend on this pontoon. We have a deep briefing on the ultimate challenge [the main agenda finally arrived in our camp] to us in a serious state. Being thrown to us we must complete it.
4 of our friends were elected. Guess who this people are. “Foreigners!” I hate it! Sucks! Never mind. 4 of them were elected to be the leader of this challenge and they’re going to lead us back to camp 2 in a detour situation. What I mean by detour situation? It is to go by the long way back to camp 2 not by walking or hiking by kayaking. One of the leader was Francis – one of my group members in the group but not only that he was one of the partner in the kayaking also.
So I was praying to the Gohonzon said that “can I be the front man, as I want to see the scenery first, I want to see how is feel to go on a sea journey as a navigator. This sea journey or called the ultimate challenge was to ask to make a diamond shape so that the ships at the ‘expressway’ can see us in their radar. So my kayak happens to be the navigator where the leader supposed to be and 1 kayak will be at the left hand side. This kayak needs to estimate the distance of the kayak and the shoreline about 50meters – called the port side. The other will be at the right hand side called the star-board. The job is to keep them close so that it will not spread out to the main sea. Last but not least we have the sweeper to encourage the slower one to be faster.
The distance was estimated about 14.5km from camp 3 detouring around Pulau Ubin and we needed to set off at 6.30pm in the morning. Slept less than 3 hours because of the pressure that my bladder gave, I have made the rest of the kayak finished the whole journey in a very good record. In the early morning we need to do centuries duties. What are this duties for? It is to prevent the dogs that we have around us to come closer to the tents.
After finishing 45 minutes, we went back to sleep for another 30mins. Getting ready for the ultimate challenge. By the way, we didn’t bathe that night, we only have a shower bathe.
After finishing unpitch the tents, we have a quick breakfast before setting out. We were in the sea for almost 4 and a half hours kayaking back to camp 2 before lunch time. We did it in the end! Congrats everyone! After everyone reach the shore, we wash the kayak before putting back.
We have a good day doing kayaking after all, I also quarrel a lot with foreigner – Marita on the kayak.
Activities for the whole day: 1. Kayaking. 2. Lunch. 3. Pitch tents. 4. Cooking. 5. Night walk.
Talking back to cooking, I told you the boys and especially me were angry about the food. We cook the last dinner in OBS. I did revenge. I told the soup and hide it. After the girls finish eating I purposely cook the soup in front of them before eating up. Haha I was the only one that is the happiest of all. You see how evil I am!
Night walk is also another activity I like; I can’t even see anything in the dark as we blindfolded walking into the forest.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
26 March 2008
Camp 3 OBS [no more nice pontoon only have a dirt seashore] 8.15pm
Tonight is the dirtiest night I ever face in the camp or everyone face in the camp. After we have eaten our last breakfast at the high class place, we proceeded on to the second part of the camp agenda that is hiking. Late yesterday, I saw some of my schoolmates came hiking into camp 1 with all the big haversacks. Therefore, we assume that we will be doing the same going back to camp 2 with all our bags. We started hiking once we finished unpitching the tents and pack our stuffs. But we were all wrong; we were given some points to plot at one of the checkpoints. The place that we were going to is not camp 2 but another place.
This make us even excited event the journey of carrying the heavy haversacks. We hiked all the way for 3 hours with some rest in between. We heard that the hiking place is very deserted and the changi airport can be seen.
Last time I used to like hiking very much especially going into forests in the summer when you will not swear but this hiking made you sweat and made you tired. Carrying stupid heavy things. Now then I realized that hiking is not a fun activities neither.
Oh god! Finally we reached the deserted destination, the whole team especially the “foreigners” lost all the energy. Asked the “foreigners” to do some stuff but cannot be done in the end. But I told myself to calm down, I will do it.
After that, we went into the tent and did some journal writing before meeting the instructor. There is some activities we done in the morning and I find that all those are team building games so no point writing down because I am busy killing the ants and insects.
So some activities that we done for the whole day: 1. Captain’s ball. 2. Plank [half of the team moving on the plank of woods]. 3. Hiking. 4. Rescuer. 5. Tent pitching. 6. Cooking. 7. Sleeping.
Talking about the cooking, I am angry. When we were asking and separating the jobs to finish the tasks, the girls were told to cook and the boys were to help to pitch the tents. Finishing pitching the last second tent I went to kpo to find out the girls cooking. They have almost finishing the cooking but the boys haven’t. so I told them to eat first, you guess what they did? They went on to open the cans of Ikan Billes and eat. Never mind. But the boys haven’t eaten and they almost finishing. Then I went to ask them if there is any extra they told me none. But when we went back to camp 2 that will be the next day, I found out that we still have 2 cans of Ikan Billes. Imagine how angry I am in the camp with the foreigners, but only some…
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
25 March 2008
Camp 2 OBS Jetty [Floating Pontoon] 9.40pm
Today the activities are interesting and closely packed. All this activities are to challenge your fear level and overcoming your height fear. Instructor said, either you want to do or don’t want, you will not be forced, but before rejecting please think. “Is it worthy to reject? Do you want to challenge yourself to the highest?” ask yourself this question.
In the morning, we have a serious disciplinary punishment by the instructor of Cousteau and Cook. They were scolding of us not being puncture before we have our breakfast. We were needed to finish the morning BEX – morning basic Exercise.
Worse of all the activities were the “Jetty Jump” and “Kayaking”. These 2 activities really killing me because I hated water. But I thought of the 2 questions that our instructor asked so I decided to jump and kayak.
Then in the evening almost reaching night time, we were going to a jetty before going for our Supper in a very nice place where camp 1 is. It is just like resort here, we have people to serve us meals and good place with fans and table not like the previous night. Just like the meals at Spark C camp. We have 2 games, one of the game is puzzle game and the other was the zoom in game where everyone needs to use communication to finish and complete the game at a certain timing. The zoom in game was the best of all, this make the whole team strengthening the teamwork spirits.
After supper, we proceed to the pontoon of camp 1. It is nice as the tide brought the pontoon towards the sky. Then we have a nice rest where tent is facing the sea.
Activities that we have done on the day: 1. Morning BEX. 2. Breakfast. 3. Kayaking Training 4. Jetty jump. 5. Kayaking to Camp 1. 6. Rock climbing. 7. Tent pitching. 8. Dinner. 9. Jig-saw puzzle. 10. Zoom in picture. 11. Sleeping.
And i am a Sponge and a Kayak as i feel that, a person must be like a Sponge to abosorb all the things you have learn in this new place and bring back to share with others. I like to be freedom so I decided to sail in the sea eventhought i hate water.
Monday, March 24, 2008
Camp 2 OBS Jetty [Floating Pontoon] 9.14pm
Early in the morning, we meet in school before going to our camp destination – Pulau Ubin. Waited for so long for the boat at Puggol Jetty. After 45 minutes, finally saw a boat coming towards us. We reached the deserted – Pulau Ubin Camp 2.
We were separated into groups and all the valuables including house key, are to be handed over to the instructor. Leaving behind the comfort zone is not easy, but we must still do it.
I remembered one of the sensei guidance that Daisaku Ikeda gave, “youth must have a heart like a lion, overcoming all the obstacles and roar like a lion…” therefore, we must be strong and overcome all the obstacles no matter what happen.
After separating and making around of introducing, we were told to take a group picture. So I told the instructor, can we take another one at the end as we want to see the front results and the end results of OBS. Unfortunately, the picture we took at the end was accidentally deleted by Shawn. Cursed him!
Some activities we done over there. 1. Blade of grass. 2. Trust fall. 3. Belaying at a height of 3 meters. 4. Tent pitching. 5. Cooking.
It is quite a relax day. Smiley face!!!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Friday night, Jurong Kainkan 11.49pm
PD Camp
Before, I reached Jurong kaikan, I was having a small flu. This taught me a lesson, going to camp, must pack items a day before, don’t pack last minute.
Day 1
In this PD camp, at the beginning I find it unrealistic having this camp with so little students. But I was wrong, when time files, parents start to accompany him with his kids to the registration counter. After quite a while, the hall of wisdom filled with students and sunshine aunties doing their evening counter. Opening speech was said after that by the chief sunshine aunty and announcing the numbers of students that are present for the camp.
Their motive of the camp: making good connection with the FD students and bonding friendship together.
Silence starts to arose in the hall. Do you know why? The air-conditioners in the hall is super duper cold, making everyone finding a excuse to leave the hall when they were talking boring topics – camp rules. Making the kids to get a coat for themselves in their dooms.
Next agenda is a very interesting and shocking one. Guess who is here? VGD Mr Chan! He came and share the history of Soka Gakkai. It is a interesting and useful topic for the leaders and other ICs but it is humdrum to the kids. His slides are a lot one lor.
After so long, he finally finishes his lecture. Sitting directly under the air-conditioner is not a good thing, but when it comes to a hot day is good. We were told that we will go for a short break, finally I am dying of hunger.
Listening to FD chief lecture is the best thing of the day, he said a few points that we need to learn in the camp for the PD.
1. How to control the PD kids?
- Controlling kids, first must control yourself, if a person lacking of self-discipline yourself, you will not be able to control the kids.
- Controlling kids must not be tough, must let them respect you.
2. Why we must reach the 500 per Chapter General Meeting?
- Having this is one of the ways to promote Soka Gakkai in Singapore and expanding the membership.
- Secondly, it is to maintain the stability of the Gakkai membership.
- Thirdly, it is to let the members have the chance to continue their human revolution.
- Fourthly, it is to show the actual proof to Sensei that we can continue the Gakkai growth.
3. How to motivate them?
- As a leader if we are dealing with the lower primary school kids, we must be siao. We must be able to 自high.
- We must use this method to bring back the atmosphere. So that they will not be so shine to talk or do their cheer.
It is about sleeping time, 12.48am in the morning to me is quite normal but to the cubs I think is quite late for them. Having them to wake up the next morning at 6.30am like school hours. Me as a FD facilitator needs to help the aunties to pamper them to sleep is not an easy job. Before I went to sleep, I ate 2 pieces of chocolate cake – they bought it for the tea break on the first day. Eaten the 2 pieces of cake, I don’t feel like going to sleep. Opening up my lappy and start to write journal. Now the situation is most of the clubs are sleeping in their wonderful land and waiting to start a new day. It is a new start when they wake up.
Day 2
Wa! I just slept and the aunties already start to call the kids to wake up. Therefore, being a kid Is better to be a facilitator. Need to sleep late and need to wake up early. The kids are very naughty, early in the morning still don’t want to go to bed.
Now, they have a great challenge to finish the whole camp – amazing race. This is the major and the theme of the camp, making them to be together as a class. Making them run up and down the whole kaikan, not only they are tired the facilitator and aunties also drained. But is very happy to run and play the game stations with them.
Making them to do the cheer is the best, maybe we are old already so don’t have the energy to shout so loud. While playing the game, I went to eat and take a short break, the kids saw it, they were jealous of me taking a short break when they are trying to solve the puzzle.
A lot of food and beverages for us to eat and enjoy. It is a very good learning camp for them – P6 pupils.
Hope that FD also have such a camp like this.
Monday, March 17, 2008
I was shocked to hear one of the Taiwanese who is sharing on his victory report of their country was told by the MC, he practice the scrpit for 10 hours before going up to speak. I was deeply impressed by his determination to share with us about his country victory.
After the guests and VIPs have left, Lenonard our ymd chief told us to stay back as he had something to share with us. He was a joker, he bought us back the spirits that we must fight till the end, until we have the total victory. He said the following "Tomorrow, the Niken Sect. will be holding their 3.16 meeting in the morning and we will be holding it in the afternoon. We must not lose to them tomorrow, we must win. All the YMDs next morning will be going to TSC, to chant. We must chant until morning we will have tunderstorm and when is our turn to have the meeting, we must chant for fine weathers."
The prayers really came true, it really shows the actual proof of the Gohonzon. So from this meeting we can said that Nichren Daishonin is telling us the correct thing. Lotus Sutra is the king of the Sutras.
3.16 is the big event where we welcome the big shot minister - Mr George Yeo. He went up to say a few words on the association can do and etc. Being one of association that is fighting for the sake of peace, we must continue this Ichinen. I am doing welcoming with other FD students and SD students. When we went in to the hall, it is full, completely. Out of a sudden i saw Dillon, Benedict and one of Dillon's friend. For which Gohonzon always like to tease me, always like to play with me. When i wanted to see him, he don't appear when i am not thinking or wanted to see him, he appear. This is very rare chance.
After the show i shake hand with him and left for my dinner.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
But having a good teacher is one of the best thing in your life, but when you have problems, sometimes teachers are very difficult to talk to. Find a good friend to talk to is the best thing. A friend that will not betray you. I have met a lot of good friends like Dillon is one of them. Most of the time his name appear in my blog very often.
Talking about Dillon, yesterday i just met him when we were having a brifing of what we supposed to in 3.16. This is a meeting that marks the senior leaders passing the baton to the younger generation like us. Passing the baton is not an easy job. We must have trained juniors to carry out the job for the futher generation.
Go back to the point that i want to say about Dillon. I saw him and usually he will say hi to me and so on and forth. But yesterday is the first time i felt that i am disorentated in FD meeting/ events. "First time" i very emo yesterday. I told carmen that "oh no, i am now disorentated in FD." Then she replied "i know, i also feeling too."
Now we went back to help FD, no longer in Flint having training, but can't the friendship is still there, can't we be like in the past laughing at each other have fun with each other. Playing together in a group, chit-chatting with each other of problems. That sentence Ash said was right "this maybe the end of Flint 3 in this camp, so enjoy as fun as you can." This is the only sentence that left back to me last year. The last sentence i will never forget.
Dillon now i am hoping that you will get a chance to view my blog and read it what i said. No wants to leave Flint 3 as a dead batch, we must be lively, we must be the outstanding batch even though i am the youngest in there. But i still remember what you said "age is not an problem, the problem is your feelings & atittude towards other." One more sentence to end this post is what you said to me on June the 13 2007 you said this "Haha, we will always be best friend."
I tell you this sentence is the only only sentence that still deeply remember until this day. I hope or should i said i must make this sentence come true. As i feeling you treating me very coldly.
Friday, March 7, 2008
I MUST REALLY WORK HARD FOR MY MYE. I NEED TO GET DOUBLE THE MARKS SO THAT I AM IN TOP 10 POSITIONS FOREVER.
MUST JIA YOU!!!!
Monday, March 3, 2008
My birthday Cake
Friday, February 29, 2008
But this year is a diffcult year of struggling with my homework and my gakkai stuff. I have no time doing shakubuku campaign that starts the begining of the year. But now i have told myself that i am going to put in double effort than before to strive for a better goal.
I will do it. But there is 1 thing i am very disappoint of that is Dillon, he don't know when is my birthday still happily said his friend birthday that is also the same as me. The day before i was chatting with him and i can said that he saw my msn message as 03/01/2008 is my birthday......
I am quite sad of that but life is just like that no one can change it if you don't put in any determination to change it.
Very happy this year.......
Thursday, February 28, 2008
His hse
Annabelle killing Marshall part 1
please stay tuned for part 2
Why the soup so greenish????
Annabelle and the mushrooms
Friday, February 22, 2008
I FELT VERY PITY FOR HIS FATHER. HE WAS FOUND OUT TO HAVE LUNG CANCER AND THE DOCTOR TOLD HIM THAT HE NEEDS TO HAVE A KINO SESSION TO EXTEND HIS LIFE SPAN. THE FAMILY AND HIM WAS TO PREPARE TO HAVE HIM 3 MONTHS AS IT WAS THE LAST STAGE. THIS HAPPEN LAST YEAR IN MARCH.
THE DOCTOR SAID THAT HE CAN ONLY LIVE FOR ANOTHER 3 MONTHS. BUT HE HAD PROVED THAT THE DOCTOR WAS WRONG. HE LIVED UNTIL TUESDAY MORNING ON 19th OF FEB 2008 [THE 13rd DAY FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR] 12.11AM PASSED AWAY. HE WAS A VERY FOURNATE MEN, MIDDLE SON - MY IC, IS A VERY FATHFUL SON. WHEN HE WAS ON THE WAY, TO MANDAI CEMETRY. HIS SON WAS CHANTING ALL THE WAY TO THE INCENERATOR. I WAS DEEPLY IMPRESSED BY HIS BEHAVIOUR AND HOW HE TREATED HIS FATHER WAS SO TOUCHING.
ACUTALLY HIS FATHER HAD A CHANCE PREVENT HIM FROM GETTING CANCER. FROM WHAT I KNOW, HIS FATHER ALWAYS LIKE TO DRINK ALCOHOLIC AND SMOKING. IF HE DON'T DO THIS THINGS HE WILL NOT HAVE DIED. THIS IS ALL HIS BAD BEHAVIOUR AND A REAL EXAMPLE FOR THE YOUNGSTERS NOWADAYS WHEN THEY LIKE TO DRINK ALCOHOLIC AND LIKE TO BE COOL BY SMOKING... I HATED ALL THIS, I DRINK ALCOHOLIC WAS JUST ONCE AND I DON'T LIKE IT.....
I KNOW DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAD DIFFERENT KINDS OF VIEW FOR THEIR LIFES... BUT DON'T DRINK SO MUCH AND WHEN PEOPLE ASK YOU TO STOP DINKING THEN YOU STOP.... DON'T BE LIKE A FOOL AND CONTINUE TO DRINK.
THIS WEEK REALLY I CAN SEE THE POWER OF THE GOHONZON. BY RIGHT I HAVE TEST ON 3 DAYS. TUESDAY - PURE PHYSICS. WEDNESDAY - BIOLOGY [COMBINED] AND THURSDAY - HISTORY TEST AND E-MATHS COMMON TEST. ALL THE TESTS ARE IMPORTANT ESPECIALLY HISTORY.... WITHOUT HISTORY I WILL NOT HAVE MY RESULTS CONTINUING AT TOP TEN POSITION LAST YEAR. SO I STUDY VERY HARD FOR IT.
BUT, BUT, GOHONZON IS VERY GOOD TO ME. HE LET MY HISTORY TEST POSTPONED TO BE ON FRIDAY THAT IS TODAY... I VERY GLAD THAT HE HAD DO THIS SO THAT I HAVE MORE TIME TO PREPARE FOR IT.
REALLY THE POWER OF GOHONZON IS POWERFUL AND UNPREDICITABLE.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
ALL THIS AREN'T TRUE FACTS, IN SECONDARY 3 YOU MUST REALLY NEED TO STUDY. YOU CANNOT AFORD ANY EXTRA ACTIVITIES IN THE WEEKDAY, CAN HAVE SOME REST DURING THE WEEKEND. THE TEACHERS WILL ANYHOW AT ANYTIME GIVE YOU A TEST AND ALL THE TESTS ARE COUNTED IN YOUR CAs. ALL THE TESTS THEY GAVE YOU, IS ALL DEPENDS ON YOUR CLASSES ATTITUDE AND DO YOU REALLY GO BACK AND REVISE YOUR WORK AFTER THE TEACHERS HAVE TAUGHT YOU.
IN SECONDARY 3, EVERYTHING IS DEPENDING ON YOURSELF, THE QUESTIONS THAT THEY GIVE YOU IS NOT THAT STRICT FORWARD. YOU MUST THINK FURTHER DOW AND ANALYSIS ON THE PROBLEM. MAKE YOUR BRAIN CELL WORK EXTRA FASTER AND THINK HARDER.
FROM NOW ON WHEN I HAVE SOME FREE TIME, MUST STUDY BEFORE HAND SO THAT YOU WILL NOT LOSE OUT TO OTHER PEOPLE. IF YOU ARE IN THE BEST CLASS OR THE SECOND BEST CLASS WHEN YOU HAVE A LOT OF COMPETITORS........ MUST STIRVE FOR MY VICTORY.
MY RESOULTION NOW TILL THE END OF THIS YEAR IS : ABSOULTE FRIENDSHIP AND ABSOULTE VICTORY..... MUST REACH THIS GOAL ESPECIALLY IN SOKA. THE SUBJECTS [MY WORK IN SCHOOL] MUST BE VERY GOOD IN ORDER FOR ME TO WIN BACK MY REPUTATION THAT HAVE SPOILT IN SEC 1 [MARSHALL]
I REALLY NEED TO FINISH ALL MY HOMEWORK AND GET SOME TIME DURING MY FREE TIME TO BLOG AND DO MY KAIKAN STUFFS - THAT IS GOING TO SOKA FOR ACTIVITIES. ONE OF MY RESOLUTION IS THAT HAVE SOME TIME TO GO FOR ACTIVITIES AND DO SOME HOMEVISITING DURING SUNDAY AND SOME HOIDAYS.
THIS YEAR MUST THANKS TO THE GOHONZON FOR GIVING ME SUCH A GOOD BENEFITS OF HAVING GOOD TEACHERS TEACHING MY CLASS AND GUIDING US THROUGH THE HARD TIME THAT I FACED IN THE PAST ONE AND A HALF MONTH. IF YOU HAVE READ THE LAST BLOG POST, I SAID THAT I HAVE KENA A LOT OF THINGS NOT FROM TEACHERS BUT IS THE PRINCIPAL......... IS THE STUPID AND SENSITIVE PRINCIPAL THAT I HAVE.
HAVING A GOOD TEACHER IS A GOOD THINGS
- YOU HAVE WIN THE FIRST BATTLE BY THE GOOD TEACHER TEACHING YOU THE CORRECT AND MORE SPECIFIC THING THAT WILL COME OUT FOR EXAMINATION.
- WHEN THERE IS GOOD TEACHER GUIDING YOU THROUGH, YOU WILL NOT KENA A LOT OF THINGS AS THERE IS A INFLUENCE BETWEEN YOU AND HER/HIM.
- THE NEXT THING ABOUT THAT, YOU WILL LEARN A LOT OF THINGS FROM HIM/HER BY ALL HIS/HER ACTIONS.
MUST STRIVE FOR MY GOALS AND HOPE THAT EVERYONE HAS THE INCHINEN TO DO WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
This is the first day of the camp, honestly i am not very happy when in school that morning. As usual, in the morning i will go and get the key for the duty person especially the friday duty people. Friday duty people are all the late-comers of the school every now and then. So i decided to help them get the key and open the room for them so that when they come to school just on time, they will have the time to set-up the mike.
But always the good people has no rewards only got scolding. Ok is true that too many people were upstairs and Mrs Chin can't scold AVA members like that. If there is no people came to set-up the mike before 7.30am. No one can use anything to talk then AVA also will be scolded not only one group of people but the whole club.....
People will start to say "AVA is a lousy club and all the members are irresponsible and not loyal to the club...." Then how will other people react? How will other people come and join the club no one will?
Now i am saying very furiously that "Mrs Chin YOU SHOULD SHOW A GOOD EXAMPLE TO ALL THE TEACHERS AND STUDENTS NOT ONLY IN THE WORK AND EFFORT YOU HAVE PUT IN TO THE SCHOOL BUT THE THINGS YOU REACT TO THE STUDENTS WHEN THEY ARE IN WRONG. YOU SHOULD ASK THE STUDENTS WHAT HAPPEN AND WHY THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE UP THERE BEFORE YOU SCOLD THEM!
MRS CHIN I CAN TELL YOU THIS AS A PRINCIPAL IS NOT THE BIGGEST ROLE IN THE SCHOOL. IS THE STUDENTS. WITHOUT THE STUDENTS HOW GOOD IS YOU HOW MUCH YOUR EFFORT YOU PUT IN TO THE STUDENTS THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO.... SO I AM TELLING YOU THIS VERY STRICTLY IN FRONT OF THE BLOG EVEN THE MOE OR WHOEVER COME DOWN AND CATCH ME I ALSO NOT SCARE.
I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF WHAT YOU THINK WHEN YOU SCOLDED ME THAT DAY.... I KEPT THINKING AM I IN THE WRONG?
AM I IN THE WRONG BEFORE I WROTE DOWN THIS POST? NOW I CAN TELL YOU THE ANSWER I CAN TELL YOU 100% I AM NOT IN THE WRONG.
FROM THE BEGINING OF THE YEAR I THINK BEFORE I SPEAK SO I KNOW AM I IN THE WRONG ON THE OTHER PERSON. MRS CHIN I CAN TELL YOU I HAVE 100% I AM NOT IN THE WRONG SO THAT DAY WHAT YOU SAID ALL THE RUBBISH I WILL NOT ACCEPT
AND 1 MORE THING BEFORE I CLOSE THIS POST IS THAT: NEXT TIME DON'T HOPE TO SEE ME UPSTAIRS UNLESS I AM DOING DUTY. AND DON'T HOPE THAT THAT DAY YOU ARE GIVING A SPEACH AND I AM NOT ON DUTY DON'T I MEAN DON'T EVER HOPE TO SEE ME HELPING YOU...... I REPEAT DON'T HOPE TO HELP YOU AGAIN......
MRS CHIN PLEASE GO BACK AND REFLECT ON YOURSELF..... I HOPE SOMEONE OR YOU YOURSELF CAN SEE THIS POST.........
During this camp is a sad one and I learnt a lot of things from it. The camp teach a lot of character building and self-discipline is the most important thing in the camp they emphasis. Before i join this camp i guess that this camp will be a tortue and it will emphasis on the self-discipline.
The Rules are like that: 1. When you forget to tuck in your shirt you need to do 20 push-up.
2. When you speak or communicate with your friends, you need to do 20 push-up.
3. When 1 person is late, not that person doing the punishment, the whole team will be doing the punishment so it is quite suffering in there. But i like the punishment it will help you to learn even better.
4. During dinner all the students are not allowed to eat until everyone gets their food. This is like Army style.
This camp the biggest challenge to me is to deal with my own group. This camp is quite a small one as it only have 30 students in the campsite.
On Saturday morning the ACS students join us in the rock climbing area where they called "hard rock site". You need to have a helmet to enter the place. In this area i hate is the log walking. I can't stand myself of looking downwards then i will be scared. After that i will held on to the belay rope and walk over.
Actually this log walking is to challenge your confidence and the trust with your teammates. You need to trust them holding the rope tightly. Otherwise accidentally if you fall they can't catch hold of you then you will fall to the ground.
The biggest challenge is when i have been elected as the leader of the day so that everyone can take turn to change to lead the whole group. But before i have elected to become the leader, i know this group and this few days will be the suffering that i will need to overcome it. This is my obstacles and a great challenge to my personalities as the camp days passed.
On the day we reached the camp we start of a few things like grouping of the people and the things like rules and regulations, allocation of the sleeping area and the teacher in-charge.
After that they break into groups to play games such as: ice-breaker, cat & mouse, wacker and naming person. Then when we finished briefing from the teacher-in-charge- Ms Neo. We go into our groups and play the 4 stations where the teachers came up with 4 different sums in different
stations.
To me as a leader i need to take care of the team and give them instructions and correct them when they are wrong.
But when ..... in my group i felt that i have in a great pain dealing with him. He sort of mental problem or suffering from some illness. When i gave the instructions he always change my instructions and everyone will follow him. So i felt myself having a great problem dealing with my members. As time passes in the camp i start to shut-off myself, stop giving instructions and giving comments let them lead themself.
So i felt Quite lost...... And the next day, finally someone taking over the leaders role. Now i know the cause and effect is always present in everyone life not only in Nichren Diashionin's buddhism disciples. It happens to everyone in this world as long as you are a living thing you will face the cause and effect law.
As he was elected to be the second leader, he gave instructions at the begining, everyone will follow [including me] after awhile starting to fade off no one listen his instructions. Then no one give some instructions so i came back and gave some...... It is very interesting of this law cause and effect...... We must really respect this law. [next time i will explain in the blog what is this cause and effect means].
Overall this camp is very fun and learn a lot of things.
Friday, January 18, 2008
ALL THIS AREN'T TRUE FACTS, IN SECONDARY 3 YOU MUST REALLY NEED TO STUDY. YOU CANNOT AFORD ANY EXTRA ACTIVITIES IN THE WEEKDAY, CAN HAVE SOME REST DURING THE WEEKEND. THE TEACHERS WILL ANYHOW AT ANYTIME GIVE YOU A TEST AND ALL THE TESTS ARE COUNTED IN YOUR CAs. ALL THE TESTS THEY GAVE YOU, IS ALL DEPENDS ON YOUR CLASSES ATTITUDE AND DO YOU REALLY GO BACK AND REVISE YOUR WORK AFTER THE TEACHERS HAVE TAUGHT YOU.
IN SECONDARY 3, EVERYTHING IS DEPENDING ON YOURSELF, THE QUESTIONS THAT THEY GIVE YOU IS NOT THAT STRICT FORWARD. YOU MUST THINK FURTHER DOW AND ANALYSIS ON THE PROBLEM. MAKE YOUR BRAIN CELL WORK EXTRA FASTER AND THINK HARDER. WHEN YOU HAVE SOME FREE TIME, MUST STUDY BEFORE HAND SO THAT YOU WILL NOT LOSE OUT TO OTHER PEOPLE. IF YOU ARE IN THE BEST CLASS OR THE SECOND BEST CLASS WHEN YOU HAVE A LOT OF COMPETITORS........
MUST STIRVE FOR MY VICTORY. MY RESOULTION NOW TILL THE END OF THIS YEAR IS : ABSOULTE FRIENDSHIP AND ABSOULTE VICTORY..... MUST REACH THIS GOAL ESPECIALLY IN SOKA. THE SUBJECTS [MY WORK IN SCHOOL] MUST BE VERY GOOD IN ORDER FOR ME TO WIN BACK MY REPUTATION THAT HAVE SPOILT IN SEC 1 [MARSHALL]
Thursday, January 10, 2008
THE STUPID TEST I GOT 23.5/50 JUST A FEW MARKS TO GET A PASS. THIS TEST IS REALLY A KILLING PAPER. DURING MY HOLIDAY I DIDN'T EVEN OPEN ANY BOOKS TO READ AND DO ANY STUDY ON ENGLISH SO I KNOW I WILL NOT PASS THE PAPER.
HAPPY THINGS THERE ARE SOME. ONE OF THEM IS I AM GOING TO PULL CALVIN ONE OF MY STUDENT FROM THE NON-ACTIVE LIST. I VERY HAPPY HE SAID HE WILL COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES AND TRY TO CHANT EVERYDAY; FOR SO LONG VERY SELDOM STUDENTS WON'T REPLY YOU THIS SENTENCE. SO THIS IS A GREAT BOOAST TO MY SPIRITS OF DOING KOSEN-RUFU.
THIS ALSO LET ME KNOW THAT WHEN I AM A LEADER NEXT TIME, I CAN'T NEGLECT ANYONE IN THE LIST, EVEN THOUGHT YOU DON'T LIKE HIM/HER. SOMETHINGS YOU WILL LEARN VERY OFTEN BUT SOMTHINGS YOU MUST LEARN.
THE NEXT HAPPY THING IS MS TAY; MY SCIENCE TUITION TEACHER. SHE ACTUALLY PROMISED TO TEACH ME AS SHE DID NOT WANT TO TEACH ME WHEN SCHOOL REOPEN AS SHE CAN'T COPE WITH HER STUDY.
THERE ARE A LOT OF MINOR THINGS HAPPEN TO MAKE ME SO HAPPY THIS WEEK LIKE FRIENDS PROBLEM SOLVING AND GETTING CLOSER AND STRENGTHENING WITH THE FRIENDSHIP....... SO HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE AND CHEER UP WITH A SIMILE AND BRING THE HAPPINESS TO EVERYONE.
Monday, January 7, 2008
SO THIS IS THE TIME TO STRENGTHEN THE FAITH AND THROW THEM SOME OF THE BASIC OF BUDDHISM HOPE THEY WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT IS THE CORRECT WAY OF BUDDHISM AND WHAT ARE OUR AIMS AS NICHIREN DIASHONIN'S BUDDHISM.
I HAVE PRACTISING THIS BUDDHISM IF I COUNT FROM THE TIME I HAVE BORN IS 14YEARS. FOR SO LONG I NEVER SAID ABOUT THIS BUDDHISM TEACHINGS TO ANYONE EVEN MY CLOSEST FRIEND LAST TIME IN SCHOOLS. NOW NO MATTER WHERE I GO, EVEN I TAKE A CAB TO SOMEWHERE, I WILL FIND SOME EXCUSE TO TALK TO THEM ABOUT THIS BUDDHISM.
TO PLANT THE SEEDS IN THEM SO THAT NEXT TIME IF THERE IS A CHANCE THEY WILL COME TO THIS BUDDHISM AND START TO PRACTISE IT.
VERY HAPPY AND TODAY MISS PANG(PRESENT FORM TEACHER), REQUEST US TO CLOSE EYES AND WE DO REFLECTION OF THE THINGS THAT HAD HAPPENED LAST WEEK. SHE CONTINUED BY ASKING SOME QUESTIONS SUCH AS WHAT IS THE INCIDENT THAT HAD OCCURED THAT YOU FELT REGRETED OR WHAT ACTIONS YOU HAVE DID MAKE YOU FEEL REGRETED?
THEN SOMETHING CAME INTO MY MIND THAT IS THE THING THAT HAD HAPPENED LAST WEEK WEDNESDAY -- DILLON DOES NOT WANT TO TALK TO ME.
THIS IS THE ONLY INCIDENT THAT HAD MAKE ME FELT REGRETED OF NOT TALKING TO HIM INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR HIM TO TALK TO ME..... THIS IS THE ONLY THING I DID IT WRONGLY AMONG ALL THE OTHER THINGS.
AND I HAVE DECIDED TO CHANGE IT AND DON'T LET THE THING HAPPENDED AGAIN IN THE FUTURE OR SHOULD I SAY MUST NOT LET IT HAPPEND AGAIN AND ANYMORE.
MY DAILY PRAYER SINCE CAME BACK FROM CHINA (LAST YEAR 2007) UNTIL THE PRESENT HAS NOT CHANGED ..... THAT IS ......
2. THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN ME AND DILLON CAN BE FURTHER STRENGTHEN AND IT WILL BECOME A UNSHAKABLE ONE. IN ADDITION, HE WILL NOT TREAT ME COLDLY IN THE FUTURE.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
AFTER THAT I REPLIED CAN I MEET U AT THE MAIN GATE OF ICA. THEN HE DIDN'T REPLIED MY SMS. I WAS WONDERING DOES HE WANT TO MEET ME THERE OR NOT.
WHEN I REACHED ICA ABOUT 7.20PM, I DIDN'T SEE HIM AROUND SO NO CHOICE BUT TO CALL HIM THEN HE SAID THAT HE IS UNPSTAIRS AT THE MAIN HALL. THEN I WENT UP, FIRST I WAS LOOKING AROUND CAN'T FIND HIM, AFTER A WHILE THEN I SAW HIM SITTING WITH HIS FRIENDS, THEN I KNOW TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY ANYMORE.
ABSOLUTE CORRECT IS NOT A NICE DAY, FROM THE BEGINING OF THE MEETING UNTIL THE END HE ONLY TALK TO ME FOR 3 SENTENCES. THIS IS THE MOST DISAPPOINTED MOMENT I EVER HAD.
THE WHOLE NIGHT I AM LISTENING IF NOT THEN IS PLAYING WITH MY GADGETS. WHEN I CAME OUT OF THE MEETING I WAS CURSING AND SWEARING IF ANYONE JUST TOUCH ME OR MAKE FUN OF ME. OTHER PEOPLE SEE ME ALSO SCARED.
UNTIL I REMEMBERED WHAT IKEAD SENSEI SAID: "WE CAN'T SO FAST SAID THAT WE ARE LOSE THE BATTLE WE MUST FIGHT TILL THE END. HAVEN'T REACH THE LAST MINUTE IS NOT THE LAST DECISION AND WE CAN'T JUST GIVE UP LIKE THAT."
WHEN WE ARE PRACTISING THIS BUDDHISM OR SUTRA I HEARD ONE OF THE GREAT LEADER - MR CHAN. SAID :"WE ARE NOT AFRAID OF LOOSING, BUT WE ARE AFRAID THAT PEOPLE CALLED YOU A CROWARD. WE MUST FIGHT TILL THE END UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE."
SO I TOLD GOHONZON WHEN I AM CHATTING BEFORE GOING HOME. I TOLD THE FOLLOWING.
"I AM GOING TO CHALLENGE THIS FRIENDSHIP, I WILL NOT GIVE UP SO EASY. I AM GOING TO STRENGTHEN UNTIL IT REALLY BECOME A UNSHAKABLE ONE. I AM GOING TO FIGHT TILL THE END NOT ONLY THAT I AM GOING TO DO MY KOSEN-RUFU AND CHANT MORE AND MORE. INCREASING FROM A SMALL LITTLE HOURS TO A LONGER."
I WILL NOT FORGET THIS DAY, DURING SENSEI'S BIRTHDAY, HAVING OR NEED TO STRUGGLE UNTIL LIKE THAT. 02/JAN/2008
Sunday, December 30, 2007
VERY HAPPY AND VERY MEANINGFUL IN THIS HOLIDAY I HAVE THIS YEAR. EVERYDAY IN NOVEMBER I WENT FOR THIS MEETING AND THAT MEETING OR OTHER ACTIVITIES ORGANISE BY SOKA. THEN DURING THE MIDDLE OF NOVEMBER MOST OF THE TIME, PLAYING COMPUTER GAME -- WARCRAFT. OTHERWISE, I WILL GO FOR MY FLINT PLANNING FOR THE CHALET. NEXT AT THE END OF THE MONTH, GOING ONE CAMP AFTER ANOTHER. FIRST IS THE VOLLEYBALL CAMP THEN IS MINE FLINT CHALET.
DECEMBER STARTING TO HAVE MINE VOLLEYBALL TRAINING, AFTER SO LONG I HAVEN'T TRAIN SINCE THE END-OF-YEAR PAPER STARTS. THEN AT NIGHT, SOMETIMES I WILL GO FOR MEETING BUT THE MOST WONDERFUL THINGS IN THIS MONTH IS I GOT A CHANCE TO GO FOR THE EXCHANGE PROGRAMME TO SGM. THIS IS THE MOST WONDERFUL THINGS. FOR SO LONG, I KEPT PRAYING TO GO FOR THIS TRIP. AS THIS IS THE FIRST TIME, THEY ORGANISING THIS TRIP TO MALAYSIA BY FD. I VERY HONOUR TO HAVE THE CHANCE TO HAVE DIALOGUE WITH THEM AND SHARE MY TESTIMONIAL THAT I HAVE ARCHIEVE THIS YEAR. VERY HAPPY WHEN I WAS THERE... THEY ARE VERY GENEROUS AND THEY DON'T KEEP ANYTHING BY THEMSELVES EVEN THOUGHT, WE DONT KNOW THEM QUITE A LOT. BUT THEIR SPIRITS WE REALLY NEED TO LEARN FROM THEM.
IN THE MIDDLE OF DECEMBER I STARTED TO DO MY MATH PROJECT THAT WE DECIDED TO TAKE ON THE CHALLENGE AND WE HAVE A LOT OF FUN AND LEARN A LOT OF THINGS WHEN WE DOING THIS PROJECT. EVEN THOUGHT, I NEED TO WASTE A LOT OF TIME TO FINISH UP THE PROJECT AND LEARN A LOT OF NEW THINGS BUT STILL HAVE SOME UNTIL NOW HAVEN'T DIGEST.
IN THIS 2 MONTHS HOLIDAY, REALLY LEARN A LOT OF NEW THINGS AND KNOW A LOT OF NEW STUFFS AND SOLVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS. REALLY NEED TO THANK YOU TO GOHONZON TO FINISH MY TASKS AND MY MISSION IN A VERY SMOOTH WAY....
Thursday, December 27, 2007
A LOT OF WHY AND WHY...
I WAS THINKING A LOT, AND THE FUNNY THING IS FOR SO LONG I HAVE ONLINE, I DIDN'T SEE HIM ONLINE FOR SO MANY DAYS. SELDOM SEEING HIM ONLINE AND SELDOM TALKING TO HIM NOW. VERY AFRAID.... SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN LIKE JUSTIN AND JIAN HAO.
DURING THIS OUTING, I THINK IS NOT A SUCCEED AS NOT MANY OF THEM TURN UP ONLY 6 TURNED UP. WHEN YOU HAVE LESSER PEOPLE ATTENDING SOMETHING YOU WILL FIND VERY BORING AND NOT INTERESTING. BUT I HAVE A LOT OF FUN, GOING TO MY BEST TRAIL IN THE FOREST NEAR SILSO BEACH.
BUT TODAY IS VERY STEADY, I WENT TO SENTOSA AT 9.00AM THEN I CAME BACK TO SCHOOL AT 12.00PM. ABOUT 2.00PM I WENT BACK TO SENTOSA AGAIN AND MEET THEM.
TODAY VERY SIAO... BUT WHEN PLAYING HALF WAY WHEN CYCLING, SUDDENLY DILLON AND SOME OTHER NAMES AND PLACES AND EVENTS CAME TO MY MIND. LIKE DURING THE FLINT TRAINING AND THE GROUP GETTING TOGETHER TO PLAY AS A GROUP ALL THIS TOUCHING AND YOU WILL CRY....
VERY HAPPY TO KNOW THIS FRIEND - DILLON.... MUST PRAY EVERYDAY ....
BUT 1 MORE THING THE STUPID ASH ON MY LAPTOP AND DIDN'T ON IT. NOW MY LAPTOP IS ON FEVER, VERY HEART PAIN. BUT I HAVE ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY
27/12/2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
BUT I CAN ASSURE THAT THIS IS MY NEGATIVE AND BAD KARMA THAT I HAVE MADE FORM MY PASSED LIFE AND MY THIS LIFE. (ALL THE THINGS AND WORDS I USED TO SCOLD IN MY PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE AND ALL MY EVIL THINGS I HAVE DONE CAUSED ME TO HAVE ALL THIS BAD LUCK).
FIRST WHEN I WENT BACK TO SCHOOL. I KANA MR GOH SCOLDING... HE SAID "WHY DIDN'T COME TO HIS REMINDIAL AND WHY YOU NEVER DID YOUR HOMEWORK."
SECONDLY DURING THE TRAINING, ALL MY LOWER ARMS' SKILLS ARE LIKE SHIT... EVERY BALL I HIT ALL WENT OUT OR DIDN'T GO OVER... THEN KANA MY SENIOR SCOLDING.... I AM THERE CURSING AND SWEARING.
THIRDLY WHILE WE WERE LISTENING TO MR GOH TEACHING, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS HE TEACHING EVEN THOUGHT THE PROBLEM IS SO EASY, JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE WAS TEACHING. WHEN HE WERE ASKING QUESTION, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER BACK.
FORTHLY I NEED TO GO TO TSC, BEFORE I GO OUT OF THE HOUSE I AM AT HOME ONLINE AND TALKING AND CHIT-CHATTING WITH MY FRIENDS. THEN I TOLD MYSELF I NEED TO CHANT BEFORE I STEP OUT OF MY HOUSE AS THIS MORNING I DIDN'T CHANT THEN I WENT OUT OF MY HOUSE.
WITHOUT MY SURPRISE I AM A "NATO" ALSO SO I DIDN'T CHANT AND WENT OUT SO I KANA A LOT OF THINGS. AND I KNOW IF I DON'T CHANT THERE WILL BE A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENING, ON ME AND MY FRIENDS.
FIFTHLY I KNOW WHEN I GO AND TAKE A BUS DOWN I WILL BE SURE LATE EVEN THOUGHT I WENT OUT VERY EARLY. BUT I WILL BE LATE SO I QUICKLY SMS MY FRIEND SEE WHETHER HE IS GOING OFF.
SUDDENLY, I WAS WAITING FOR BUS, I WAS LOOKING AROUNG AT TOA PAYOH BUS STOP TO MY SURPRISE I SAW KAIYANG MY BEST FRIEND. HE WAS WALKING WITH HIS FRIENDS LIKE TAKING CAB TO SOMEWHERE. I WAS HOLDING MY PHONE, WANTED TO CALL HIM THAT I SAW HIM, BUT SOMEONE TOLD ME IN MY MIND SAYING DON'T CALL HIM SEE WHETHER HE CAN SEE ME.
I WAS WONDERING, I AM WEARING MY JERSEY WITH MY NAME AT THE TOP, HE SURE CAN SEE.
HAHA I AM ABOSULTE WRONG HE DIDN'T SEE ME EVEN THOUGHT I WAS SITTING AT THE AILE SEAT OF THE BUS STOP. AND I AM A VERY IDOLT PERSON, I LIKE TO TEST PEOPLE SO I WAS TESTING HIM SEE WHETHER HE WILL ANSWER ME.
HAHA ALL THE IMAGINATION ARE WRONG, HE DIDN'T ANSWER ME AT ALL WHEN THEY REACHED THE BUS STOP. UNTIL THE BUS CAME AS I WAS BOARDING THE BUS HE THEN SAID "HEY WHY ARE YOU HERE."....
I WAS THERE CURSE AND SWEARING TO HIM AND EVEN THE GOHONZON. WHY I JUST REALLY FIND A TRUE FRIEND. ON THE BUS, I DIDN'T TALK A SINGLE SENTENCE TO HIM, I WAS SITTING JUST IN FRONT OF HIM, KEPT QUIET FOR THE WHOLE JOURNEY UNTIL REACHED TSC.
GOHONZON I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO? WHY I NEED TO KANA THIS KIND OF THINGS. PLEASE HELP ME SOLVE THIS PROBLEM?
Monday, December 24, 2007
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT.DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD ANARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIENDSLAPPED THE OTHER ONEIN THE FACE.
Finally after so long I start to blog again... this holiday almost ending and I find it very useful for me as I have learn a lot of things.
1.How to treat people well?
2.How to become a better person by saying sorry, thank you, welcome and other good manners stuff.
3.How to be a great leader.
4.How to get things start a new day of life and
5.How to end a day happily.
All this things are learn from my ICs and other people in my association and my friends...
During this holiday there are a couple of things happening...
Like the following:
1. Volleyball camp
2. Flint chalet
3. Exchange SSA with SGM
4. Hiking with the chief from Macritchie to Bukit Timah hill top.
5. Eileen’s wedding
All this things are learn from the ICs and friends in all sort of level. I really need to thanks to them giving me a chance to change over me and making me a great leader.
(1) During the volleyball camp, I learn one thing: that is everybody must have the teamwork in order to finish the task. The chalet there is a part where everyone will be spilt in to groups and we are going to play amazing race. This is the 1 time I play amazing race that I need to go and take a bus to reach the venue. Most of the time we play in particular place and the game will end very quickly. From the game I have learnt how to care about group members. When someone is wrong as group members or group leaders we can’t blame them instead we teach them not to repeat the same mistake this is what I learnt from the camp.
During this holiday, Everything I join or I participated in I will sure learn something from it. So I am very happy what I joined even thought I joined a lot of things until my mum scolded me but I very happy to learn a lot of things and I can reflect myself.
(2) Just after my volleyball camp, just the next day I have my flint chalet and this chalet is the first time I being an organiser. Being an organiser is not so easy you must know when to have the game and where to have it. This is a great challenge for me to know all the people’s character at the same time so that I won’t offence anyone when playing the game.
During this chalet there are a lot of things happening. One of them is my problem. This problem always can’t solve in me since I am born. That is when my friend go with other friend I will get jealous but I won’t do anything to hurt that person neither my friend. And that person a lot of people know is Dillon.
He is the only friend I won’t hate. In this chalet really I learnt a lot of things from him and I know him much deeper. He is really.... some sort of guys. I won’t say anything out...
But from this chalet, I have learnt a lot of things not in Buddhism neither in friendship or other things... but something we need to learn that is helping each other even thought that person is not close to you.
(3) The exchange with SSA and SGM this is one of thing, this holiday I am looking forward to. In here, I and not only I learn a lot of things like my ICs and other flint students learn a lot of things. But I think I learn the most.
Just now I told you I jealous when my friend get to another person. From this trip I learn how to deal with this problem. When your friends get away from you there is a reason behind it. During the trip someone (I am not going to say that person). First day, he was very close to me then after that he kept me from a distance and go with another friend I know. From here, I learnt that when this kind of situation the only solution is to change your prayer and pray hard to the Gohonzon when you are chanting.
This trip can say that we learnt that their spirit of theirs really touches us. And how they treat us with the kindness really want to make us cry in front of them. When we left we are so sad and still want to stay over for 1 more night but next day everyone still needs to go back to school or go to work. So there is no choice but to go back to Singapore.
(4) The second last thing I did in this holiday was going to hiking with Ghee Han our FD chief. I thought this hiking will have a lot of people taking part but on that day just 4 person including Ghee Han turn up for that event so quite shocking. This hiking really let me know more about Ghee Han and Sam.
(5) The last activity I joined this year was this. I can said that a lot of roles in Soka I have played before only this for so long I want to open today come true. It is to open the bustdan. I always enjoyed people opening and closing the bustdan but I want to try to open it. It is very fun and interesting to open when people are chatting to open their Buddha world. This is my very great fortune to do that.
So I told you all my holiday is very interesting and packed with a lot of happy and sad things as days go by. And everything I learnt from all the activities I learnt from there I will make use of them and my starting chapter of my life that is 2008 and merry Christmas everyone.
Hope to have a wonderful year in 2008
Celine and Me at Eileen's Wedding
Thursday, December 13, 2007
++ kokarmeng
nickname: monkeykorkor ,
Name: Ko Kar Meng (19)
Age: 15 years old
Date of Birth: March1 1993
Horoscope Sign: PIECES, of course.
class:3c
school:NTPS, BMSS.
colour:OSPREY
likes:IT stuff
1. I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST ALL THE NEGATIVE ACTIONS AND WORDS. THANK YOU FOR GOHONZON FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH GOOD BENEFITS IN THE PRESENCE.
2. FOR MY STUIDES IN 2008 & 2009 MUST BE THE BEST IN ORDER FOR ME TO SHOW THE POWER OF THE MYSTIC LAW- GOHONZON. I MUST GET TOP TEN IN POSITION IN MY CLASS LEVEL AND SCORE THE BEST FOR MYSELF.
3. DILLON NG YAN YANG MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIEND. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME AND TREAT ME BETTER.
4. KAIYANG AND BUDI MUST ALWAYS BE MY BEST FRIENDS. FURTHERING STRENGTHEN THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BECOME A UNSHAKEABLE BY BOTH OF US. HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE AT ANYTIME.CALVIN CHONG CAN BE MY BEST FRIEND AND HE MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.
5. CALVIN CHEONG MUST NOT BE ANGRY WITH ME AND MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIED AND CONTINUE HIS JOURNEY OF HUMAN RELOLUTION.
6. DERRICK TING, JUN HONG AND OTHER FD STUDENTS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES AND START TO PRACTICE THE BUDDHISM. I MUST PULL THAT DERRICK TING & JUN HONG TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER IN THE FUTURE.
7. I MUST GO TO THE TRIP IN CAMBODIA FOR THE TRIP HELPING THE NEEDYS OR TRAINING TO BECOME A GREAT LEADER. LEARNING AND HELPING THE POOR, KNOWING THEIR PAIN.
8. TARGETING TO HAVE 10 POINTS AND BELOW [SINGLE DIGIT] FOR MY O’LEVELS IN 2009.
9. KELVIN WONG, DE YUAN, ZHI JIE, MS WEE, LIPING AND BUDI MUST COME OUT FOR OUR ACTIVITIES.
10. THERE MUST BE A SUM OF MONEY TO DO MY KOSEN-RUFU NO MATTER I EARN IT OR OTHER SOURCE OF INCOME.
11. MISUNDERSTANDING AND PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE WITH MY FRIENDS ALL WILL BE DELETED.
12. HOMEVISITING STUDENTS MUST BE ABLE TO COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.
13. THE FRIENDSHIP WITH MY NEW CLASSMATES NEXT YEAR MUSTN’T HAVE ANY COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS.
14. THE REPUTATION IN SOKA AND SCHOOL MUST BE VERY GOOD. NO COMMUNICATION PROBLEMS WITH MY PEERS AND OTHER PEOPLE.
15. TARGETING 19 FD STUDENTS IN MY FD MEETING & DISTRICT.
16. THIS YEAR ALL THE NON-ACTIVE FD MEMBERS MUST COME OUT FOR ACTIVITIES.
17. EVERYONE WILL BE STRUGGLING WITH OBSTACLES AND PROBLEMS AND OVERCOME THEM.
18. THERE WILL BE MORE POTENTIAL ICs COMING TO HELP FD.
- - - - HOPE ALL THIS WILL COME TRUE - - - -
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